Since I've officially stopped Weight Watchers about two months ago, I haven't been able to stop eating.
I feel like I'm sabotaging myself on purpose. Trying to undo all the good weight loss I had achieved. And I was still some five pounds off from the weight I wanted to be at before getting pregnant again.
But the last two months, there have been exorbitant amounts and occasions for sweets, pastries and chocolate. There have been work meetings and retreats (blondies, brownies and cookies); weddings and baby parties (cupcakes, cakes, etc); and a huge stash of chocolate my dad brought from Croatia. So I've been eating at least a bar a day (like an 8 oz bar a day). Who knows how many weigh watchers points that is. I shudder at the thought.
Eating all those sweets, it doesn't even feel good: Not the taste, not the feeling in the stomach. It just contributes to me feeling gross, lethargic, fat and middle aged. But once I start, I can't stop until I eat the whole box (or what ever the container or a single size item is).
It's almost like I'm trying to subconciously beef and butter myself up for another baby.
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