It's midnight and what am I doing

...pumping. My breast pump and I have been getting reacquainted over the last few days. I really had an aversion toward assembling and staring the whole pumping process but it was about time. last time I hadn't started pumping until I was a month away from returning to work and eventually I ran out of milk.

(last time, it took me about a month after ivan was born to go and buy the pump. Then I sat at it the dining room table unopened, and stared at it for a month before I felt psychologically ready to assemble it and give it a try. I ended up pumping for the next year.)

However, the last 3 months before Ivan turned 1 and could drink cow milk, i had to suplement with formula. No big deal but still. This time I'm hoping to store away more milk. However, I don't think that I'm pumping as much extra milk as I was able to pump with Ivan so early on. Maybe I'm just misremebering or I'm not pumping at times when I have extra milk.